Wishing for Peace of Mind: A Constant Battle with Anxiety

As Salam Alaikum. If you've experienced something truly devastating, and it's left your life in a constant state of struggle, particularly with anxiety and mental health, know you're not alone. While others appear to go on normally, you're fighting a relentless battle in every part of your life. What helps you find relief? I'm sincerely seeking guidance. Please keep me in your duas and pray for my healing-I've been enduring this for over five years. It feels like my life is drifting away, impacting my salah, my studies, my work, and even my hopes for a blessed marriage. I've tried therapy in the past, but it's no longer within my means. Please don't judge; I'm exhausted but still pushing forward.