Feeling Doubts About Allah's Existence During Ramadan
As-salamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu. It's tough to have these thoughts, especially in the blessed month of Ramadan. Last Ramadan was when I began praying all five daily prayers regularly and reading Quran translations, since I knew Arabic but never felt connected without understanding the meaning. Alhamdulillah, I've kept that up since without wavering. I still pray, read Quran, and go to Taraweeh, fearing Allah and not wanting to fail any test. What makes me question Allah's existence is seeing all the injustice and suffering of innocent people in the world. I know we have free will and messed up a perfect world, but it's hard not to ask why Allah isn't intervening when evil often seems to win. As the All-Knowing, He knows our actions beforehand. I can't fully explain why my faith feels shaky, but inshaAllah this is a test I'll overcome with a clear heart. Any advice or resources on this would be really helpful, salam.