Struggling with My Iman 💔

Assalamu alaikum, everyone. I'm reaching out with all due respect because I really could use some guidance. I'm in the middle of a crisis of faith, and honestly, I'm terrified of losing my iman. There's still a part of me that wants to hold onto belief, but my mind keeps throwing up so many logical objections. For months, I've been wrestling with big questions about our deen, Allah, qadr, the reason for suffering in this dunya, and what our purpose truly is. Whenever I try to talk to someone, the answers I get are usually, "Just make dua," "Sister, you're overthinking," or "You'd need to study under a scholar for years first." I get that I'm no alima, but I don't see why it's wrong to seek some clarity before my heart can fully submit. These days, I feel myself slipping toward doubt and uncertainty, and that honestly scares me more than anything. I don't want to become distant from my faith. If there's something I'm not seeing, I sincerely hope someone can help me understand. I'm not here to argue or to have someone just try to "prove" a point. I'm looking for a real heart-to-heart talk, you know? If any of you have walked through this kind of storm, or if you have knowledge and are willing to talk with me gently, I'd be so grateful if you could reply or even reach out privately. A proper back-and-forth conversation would mean the world to me more than brief, one-off comments. I'm asking this from the bottom of my heart because I truly want to find my way. Jazakum Allahu khayran for reading. 🙏