Disturbing Dreams Keep Haunting Me
As-salamu alaykum, I'm writing this with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes. I would be so grateful for any thoughts or du'as. I've always had very vivid dreams, like I still remember some from when I was a tiny child. Recently, my heart got shattered, and it's pushed me to turn to my faith. I've been dressing more modestly, I've cut out anything Islamically wrong-no lying, no gossip, nothing. I'm praying all five salah on time now, and I read durood and say astaghfirullah often. I've also been reciting ayat e kareema many times a day, maybe 30 to 100 times. But none of this is stopping the worst nightmares I've ever had. I wake up shaking and crying. Some dreams are even intimate, and they all connect to my heartache. Sometimes I'm being cut into pieces, sometimes I discover awful things that aren't true but the feeling sticks. Please, I need help to get out of this, I don't know what's wrong with me. I just need comfort and truly have no one in my life right now. JazakAllah khair for reading.