Why is my rizq delayed? Please make dua
Assalamu alaikum. It’s been a year since every door seemed to close for me. I lost my job and I haven’t been able to find work since. My CV isn’t terrible, and I apply for roles that suit me well, but I keep getting rejected. I also applied to many PhD programs, did interviews, and still received refusals. I honestly don’t understand why - when I ask for feedback they say I’m fine and nothing negative is pointed out. SubhanAllah, I’m trying to be content with His decree, but I’m so, so tired. I read the ayah about Allah extending provision for whom He wills and restricting for whom He wills, and I can’t help but feel my rizq has been restricted. I’m giving sadaqah, praying Tahajjud, making du’a - is there anything specific I should do? Please make du’a for me. I’m the only provider for myself, I live alone and I don’t have a husband, so there’s no one to help me except myself and Allah. JazakumAllah khair for your prayers and any sincere advice.