Finding Faith Amid Family Turmoil
Assalamu Alaikum everyone. I recently reverted to Islam around a month ago, coming from a deeply committed Christian family background where we attended church together regularly. I had hoped to keep this transition private for a while, but unfortunately, my parents discovered it, and things at home have become extremely difficult since then. My father’s mood swings drastically from calm to angry outbursts, which affect not just me but everyone in the household. He’s introduced strict new rules, like cutting off internet access unexpectedly, out of fear I might be influenced by what he calls “outside sources.” Much of his anger seems rooted in misconceptions about Islam-he brings up unfounded claims about the Prophet (peace be upon him) or generalizes negative actions by some Muslims worldwide. Whenever I try to clarify these misunderstandings, he doesn’t listen. I’m considering moving out for my own peace, but I worry about my mother and sister’s safety if I leave, as he often acts selfishly without considering others. It’s heartbreaking to see my mom in tears so often and the overall tension at home. I deeply wish for my family to find happiness again, but I know the truth of Islam and cannot return to shirk. Any advice or support from my brothers and sisters would be greatly appreciated.