Three Losses in Four Years… My Faith is Wavering
Alḥamdulillāh, but I'm struggling to hold on. My family has faced the passing of three close relatives over the last four years-the latest just recently. My trust in Allāh feels shaken, maybe even lost. Is it wrong to feel this way? Will Allāh forgive my doubts? Sometimes, I don't even know if I care anymore. I just need to find my way back.