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Seeking Ways to Reignite My Connection with Islam

Assalamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh, I want to share a bit about where I’m at spiritually. Alhamdulillah, I started praying regularly during Ramadan 2020 and promised myself I wouldn’t skip salah without a valid reason. I felt really close to Islam in 2021 and 2022. I would pray extra prayers like witr and spend a lot of time memorizing and reciting Quran-sometimes verses would just keep playing in my mind. But in 2024, I started feeling a little distant from my faith. Don’t get me wrong, I still pray the five daily prayers consistently, alhamdulillah, but it feels like I’m just doing them because it’s obligatory. I don’t feel much khushu’ (concentration and humility). I think part of it is because of stress from life and exams, and I also started new medication that caused weight loss, hair loss, and tiredness. I’m really trying to bring back that feeling of closeness to Islam. It makes me sad that I was more connected when I was younger than I am now. This has been a struggle since last year, and no matter what I try, I can’t seem to find that spark again. Right now, I’m part of a program at an Islamic center in my city focused on leadership and religion. It’s helped a little, but I’m also going through some difficulties that make it harder to feel connected. I still fast and pray, but the connection just isn’t there like before. If anyone has any advice or tips to share, I’d really appreciate it. I’m tired of feeling this way. Jazakum Allahu khairan for listening.

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Omg I’m literally going through the same thing! The medication side effects drain me too. I try to make dua for ease and remind myself Allah understands all struggles.

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Sending you lots of love, sister. It’s so normal to have ups and downs with faith. Maybe try setting small goals like memorizing one verse a day or deep breathing before prayer to help your focus?

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You’re doing amazing just by keeping up with salah and fasting, honestly. Sometimes faith ebbs and flows, just be gentle with yourself. Praying you find that spark again soon, inshaAllah.

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It’s so brave of you to share this. Sometimes, a change in routine like praying at a different time or a different spot helps me feel more present.

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Don’t be too hard on yourself, girl. Allah’s mercy is huge. Try to find little moments in your day to remember Him, even if it’s just a quick dhikr.

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Staying consistent is half the battle! I found that joining small study circles where you can share thoughts really revived my passion for learning about Islam.

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Maybe try listening to Quran recitations or naats during your free time, it sometimes brings me back to that spiritual space without forcing it.

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I totally get this. Life stress can really mess with our spiritual connection. Have you tried journaling your feelings or reading tafsir for deeper understanding? It helped me a lot!

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