Seeking Support as a New Muslim Facing Difficult Family Circumstances

Assalamu alaikum. I've been learning about Islam for some time now. I don't know everything, but I've read the Quran and learned the salah. I was raised in another faith, but I never truly understood it. My question is about finding support groups for new Muslims. I'm doing my own research, but I thought I'd also ask the community for advice. To be honest, I need some financial help. I'm in a very difficult situation because my family will not let me live with them if I stop attending their religious gatherings. I wanted to be a good daughter, but after learning about Islam, my heart has changed. The Muslims I know tell me 'you are Muslim,' but I'm scared to embrace this identity openly. If I do, I will lose my old life entirely-I'll be cut off from my family's community and have nowhere to live. My housing instability has already made it hard to keep regular work, but I'm saving whatever I can for a place of my own. On top of that, I've lost a lot of weight recently and none of my clothes fit properly. I've had to wear old, less modest items from years ago, and it's been really disheartening. I know finding housing will take time, but if anyone has advice about assistance for new Muslims in situations like this, please share it. Also, if you know of any affordable sources for modest clothing that ship within the US, I would be so grateful. I'm trying my best to be a good Muslimah. It hurts that I can't meet my family's expectations anymore, but their path never felt complete for my relationship with Allah SWT. Something always felt missing, and I believe it's because their way isn't from the original source. I want to practice the true faith. I want to worship Allah SWT directly, not through a diluted version. I think my family just settled for what was comfortable and acceptable where we live. When I see Muslim women online, I see people who look and think like I do. I hear sisters who understand me. I don't have that connection in my hometown or my old community. So please, any advice-whether it's on saving money faster, finding resources, words of encouragement, or duas-I'm finally ready to stand up for myself and my love for Allah SWT.