Life feels really hard, assalamu alaikum
Assalamu alaikum. I’m going through a very difficult time mentally. I have PCOS and it’s causing beard-like hair growth on my face. Please don’t tell me to try laser or electrolysis - I’ve already tried those things and nothing helped. My hormones are getting more out of balance and it’s wearing me down. On top of that I struggle with my appearance, I don’t feel like a beautiful woman, and I’m dealing with money issues, work stress, and family problems. Time keeps moving and I’m still not married, and sometimes I wonder what I’m even doing here. I’ve been feeling so low that I fear thoughts of suicide, but I worry about the afterlife and whether that would be even worse than this life. I’m just asking for dua and maybe kind advice from anyone who’s been through something similar - I need support and some hope right now.