Is it normal to stop having personal wishes?

Assalamu alaikum. Is it okay if I’m not asking Allah for anything anymore? Deep down, I’ve accepted that I’m a believer and this life is a test-I won’t get things easily, and the people close to me will eventually leave. I’ve lost hope in this dunya; I don’t find joy in anything-not people, not clothes. The last thing I loved was animals, but after my pet passed away, I can’t even look at them. I’m not complaining, and I’m grateful to Him, but every day I pray I’ll die soon and see myself in Jannah because this world is so painful.