How do I keep tawakkul when life hits hard?

Salaam alaikum. I could really use some advice now. I just lost the job that was supporting my household. I've also started praying properly after so long, and I've done istikhara, asking Allah to guide me to the right career path. I'm not sure if I should share this, but I have no one to talk to. My faith has always been a test for me. Now that I'm trying to get close to Allah, this hardship came, and I feel like He's punishing me. My life is crumbling, and I'm struggling to keep tawakkul and faith. I've found many duas and adhkar to help, but it's too much right now. I really need some guidance. Jazakallah khair.