Please keep me in your du'as ❤️ May Allah bless you too

Salaam everyone. I'm struggling with OCD and one way it shows up is me pulling out my eyebrow hairs when I'm anxious. My eyebrows are almost gone now and it's so hard to control. It's really hurting my self-esteem and I worry they won't grow back or that I'll mess up again. I'm just so tired of this. Please make du'a that Allah heals me from this OCD and lets my eyebrows grow back healthy. I can't hide it anymore and it's really getting to me. Another thing-I've been praying for years that Allah blesses me with a righteous spouse, like my soulmate in the best way. I'm at a place now where I know I can be happy and successful on my own, but I still deeply hope Allah sends the person written for me. Maybe I need to heal from this OCD first, Allah knows best. Also, because of my OCD I've missed many fasts and prayers over the years. I'm scared I might die before making them up. I know it'll be tough but I want to try, in shaa Allah. Please make du'a that Allah gives me strength, consistency, and time to repay what I owe, and that He accepts my efforts. Please especially keep me in your du'as for healing from OCD and for a good spouse, and for guidance to the best path because I feel lost. May Allah give you all the same goodness you ask for me, and even more. May Allah grant us all success, ease after hardship, healing, acceptance, steadfastness, and everything good in this life and the next. Ameen.