Feeling tested by Allah and wondering about justice...
Salam, everyone. I've been struggling with a thought for a while now. I know we often say that Allah gives the toughest tests to those He loves most, but sometimes I look at what's happening in the world-like innocent children suffering in conflicts or from terrible crimes-and I can't help but ask, 'Why, Allah?' It hits home because my mother and grandmother are among the most pious people I know, yet they face one hardship after another without a break. It feels so unfair, and it makes me wonder: if such devout people go through so much, what chance do I have? I'm doing my best to stay strong in my faith and look up to my mother's dedication to her deen, but lately, doubts have been creeping in. How do we reconcile the idea that Allah doesn't burden a soul beyond what it can bear when we see people enduring what seems unbearable? And why do those who do evil, like corrupt leaders or criminals, seem to thrive in this world while we're told they'll face justice in the Hereafter, leaving us to suffer now? I'm not here to spread hate or cause harm-I'm just feeling really low in my iman and searching for some clarity. Has anyone else grappled with these questions? How do you find peace and trust in Allah's wisdom during times like these? Jazakallahu khayran for any kind words or advice.