Feeling mentally heavy this Ramadan
Assalamu alaikum. Even though I'm managing to fast every day (alhamdulillah, it's about 12 hours), my heart feels kind of empty. I'm going through a lot of stress right now and find myself crying almost daily-my shoulders are literally hurting from all the tension. I've sadly missed some prayers while fasting (mostly Isha, and today Fajr for the first time this Ramadan) and kept telling myself I'd do Taraweeh, but I've missed it three nights in a row. Not sure how to keep my spirits up; it's really tough. There are some things I'm trying to work on, but I can't focus well. Switching between tasks is hard for me, and that was an issue even before Ramadan. I've been without a job for almost 8 months, so that's adding to the struggle. Everything's just piling up to where even little setbacks, mistakes, or inconveniences make me break down. I'm also having a hard time making dua and not sure what to do about it.