Feeling like I'm losing hope
Assalamu alaikum. I've been out of work for 17 months now, ever since March 2025. I've sent out so many applications-jobs, PhDs, NGOs, even bookstores-but nothing's worked. I've had tons of interviews and always got turned down. For the latest one, I actually made it all the way to the end and was super hopeful, then they said the position is on hold. I just broke down; I'm so exhausted, and honestly, I've lost all hope and energy to keep looking, applying, interviewing, getting my hopes up, and all that. I pray Tahajjud every night, read Quran, make duaa, give Zakat and Sadaqa-I've tried everything. I believe in Allah, but I'm just so tired. I've also been through so much heartbreak searching for a righteous spouse, and it's been really hard to find a good husband. I don't know what to do anymore. Lately, I've been questioning Allah a lot and feeling so drained and lost. I'm running on empty. Please, anything that can help...