Feeling a bit down in my faith lately... any advice?
Assalamu alaikum everyone. Lately, I've been struggling with feeling really low in iman, to the point where I'm not keeping up with my five daily prayers consistently-Fajr and Isha are the hardest for me to catch. My mom actually called me out on it today, saying I only turn to salah when I think there's something in it for me, like praying right before exam results come out. It hit me hard because I know Allah has blessed me so much, and here I am being ungrateful. But even with that guilt, I can't seem to motivate myself to pray, and then I feel too ashamed to even ask Allah for help because I know I haven't been doing my part. My family isn't super strict, but we do follow some basics; I wear hijab though I admit I don't always do it perfectly. I'm looking for some good YouTube channels or short videos to help boost my iman when I'm feeling like this. With my short attention span (thanks, Gen Z life 😭), I often scroll mindlessly and can't sit through a 10-minute video unless it grabs me right away. Any recommendations for quick, engaging content that's easy to stick with? JazakAllah khair in advance!