Completely devastated 💔💔

Assalamu alaikum everyone. I'm going through the toughest time in my life. I've let myself and my parents down. You all, I really tried hard, I promise. But my exam results... I took a gap year to study and still haven't moved forward. And to make it worse, the chances I had last year are gone now. I didn't even apply this year because I missed the deadline-found out too late. I'm frozen with fear, panic, and regret. I'm praying all five daily prayers, even extra nafl, and my heart is racing nonstop with dhikr on my lips. My whole world feels upside down 😭😭