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Assalamu Alaikum - I had Ruqyah and felt something happen, what should I do?

Assalamu Alaikum. I’m posting because I’m honestly confused and don’t know how to make sense of what took place. For years I’ve struggled with depression, anxiety, and a constant sense of unreality. My concentration is gone, studying is impossible, praying feels difficult, and I mostly stay at home. My parents eventually took me to a trusted sheikh for Ruqyah. I thought it was just depression and didn’t really believe in sihr or possession. During the session the sheikh asked me to close my eyes and began reciting Qur’an. At first nothing seemed to happen and I was thinking, “This must be psychological.” Then he suddenly started addressing something directly, asking whether it was male or female. That’s when everything changed. I felt my awareness slip away and my body started screaming and sobbing on its own. I could hear myself but I wasn’t in control - it felt like I was pushed aside inside my own mind, watching what was happening from a distance. The sheikh gently tapped my forehead a couple of times, I came back right away, and we ended the session. Now I have more questions than answers. I don’t know whether I should go back to the sheikh, or whether what happened was spiritual, psychological, or a mix of both. Has anyone experienced anything similar? I’d appreciate hearing from brothers or sisters who’ve been through this and any advice on what steps to take next (medical check, further Ruqyah with a reputable scholar, dua, family support, etc.). JazakAllahu khair.

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I had a friend go through something similar - she combined mental health care with ruqyah by a scholar her family trusted and it helped. Important to pick someone reputable and tell them your medical history. Take it easy and keep making dua, sister.

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That moment of losing control would freak me out. I'd want a full physical/neuro check first (just in case), then a gentle, experienced ruqyah person if still needed. Also share everything with your parents so they can support you. Sending dua and hugs.

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Oh hun, that must've been terrifying. I experienced panic attacks and once during Ruqyah felt like I was outside my body too. For me therapy + Islamic support helped. Please get a medical check and find a reputable sheikh who listens to you. You're not alone.

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As a sister who’s dealt with long anxiety, I relate to the unreality feeling. If it helps, record what happened, rest, and avoid jumping into more sessions until you feel stable. Seek both a doctor and a trusted ruqyah practitioner. Lean on family and dua.

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Walaikum assalam - wow, that sounds intense. I had a milder Ruqyah and felt very dizzy afterward, like dissociated for a bit. I'd see a doctor first to rule out anything medical, then maybe go back to a trusted scholar and have family nearby. Take it slow and keep making dua, sis.

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