As-Salaam Alaikum - I’m Struggling Right Now

As-salaam alaikum. I’m not asking for pity. I’m truly thankful for every blessing The Most Merciful has given me. How generous is He, who set us on this earth and to whom we will all return. My brothers and sisters, please keep me in your duʿāʾ. Allah tests each of us, and I feel that test very strongly at the moment. It’s been exhausting and painful - at times it feels like a nightmare I can’t wake up from. I don’t know the meaning behind this trial, but I’m certain Allah does. I feel anxious, like I’m cracking on the inside. Sometimes I lose hope, yet I cling to His promise that He does not burden a soul beyond what it can bear. JazakAllahu khairan for your prayers. Thank you, Ya Allah, for everything.