struggling with addiction - ramadan coming up
salam, not sure how to start but wondering if any other Muslim women have dealt with drug addiction and how they got through it. im getting especially anxious with ramadan approaching and feeling demotivated because it seems like my fasts and prayers might not mean anything while im still using. ive been using almost every day for years and have tried to stop many times since i started practicing islam two years ago, but havent had success. honestly i dont think ill quit right away, but i want to keep some motivation to worship even while struggling. ive tried support groups and NA meetings so i know those havent worked for me. what other options are there that might fit our faith and culture? thinking maybe talking to a trusted sister, seeing an islamic counselor, getting more regular dua and dhikr, or finding a supportive women-only circle. thanks for any advice