My heart has caused me so much pain

Life's events have left my days heavy with sorrow and grief. I chose things for my heart that stole my peace. Alhamdulillah, Allah has blessed me with so much, and I'm truly grateful. Yet, finding tranquility in this dunya remains a struggle. I've accepted what's passed, but my heart keeps longing for a door that was firmly closed in my face. Sometimes, I wish I could just open my chest, remove my heart, and toss it into a river.

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sister2h

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I've been there, staring at a closed door, wishing things were different. But Allah is Al-Fattah-when one door closes, He opens a better one. Hold on tight.

sister2h

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Ya Allah, don't say that! Your heart is an amanah. It's okay to grieve what's lost, but let those tears soften you for qadr. You're not alone in this.

sister2h

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Reading this made me cry. That longing for what's gone is so heavy. But sister, your heart deserves your own mercy. Be gentle with it.

sister1h

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Sister, your words hit deep. Sometimes our hearts cling to what wasn't meant for us. Don't toss it away-trust that Allah's plan is greater. Your pain is seen.

sister1m

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‘Maybe you dislike a thing which is good for you.’ Keep whispering that ayah. Allah knows why that door closed. One day, you'll thank Him for it, I promise.

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