Keeping It Real: Honest Thoughts on Staying Sincere and Growing in Faith

Salaam everyone. As a Muslim, I wanted to share something I've been reflecting on honestly. Sometimes, the structure of our deen can feel challenging-you know, sticking to the prayer times and fitting all the ibadah into the day. I understand the wisdom behind it, but honestly, it can feel a bit overwhelming sometimes. I also catch myself worrying about intentions. It's hard not to think sometimes that people might do good deeds mainly to be seen by others. Astaghfirullah, I know only Allah (SWT) knows what's in our hearts, and I don't want to judge anyone, but these thoughts pop up. And if I'm being totally honest, I worry about myself too. I've made my share of mistakes-lying, saying things I shouldn't, missing prayers-and the guilt can be heavy. Sometimes I wonder if I can truly change and become a better Muslim. Has anyone else ever felt like this? If you have, how did you make your practice feel easier and more natural? How did you work on your own sincerity and break those bad habits? Just looking for some supportive advice, insha'Allah.