Am I just fooling myself?
Assalamu alaikum, I went for Umrah this year, and I really wanted to get into a certain university. Honestly, that was all I prayed for in Makkah and Madinah. But guess what? I didn’t get in and ended up choosing another university instead. Now, I didn’t even meet the grade requirements for that second university, so everything feels like a mess. Yet, weirdly, I’m not upset at all. I have this feeling inside telling me that Allah is actually planning to give me what I originally wanted. Am I being delusional? Because I made that dua with so much certainty and trust in Allah that now this rejection feels like it’s really just redirection toward what I prayed for.