To the person who deleted their post about doubting Islam - this is for you (I was about to reply, but it was gone; someone commented '67' if that rings a bell)

Assalamu alaikum. I’m really sorry you’re dealing with this tough time. Questioning Islam doesn’t make you a bad Muslim at all. It’s just a test, and alhamdulillah you’re getting through it. InshaAllah, things will get easier. Keep making heartfelt dua for your situation to improve, and inshaAllah you’ll move past these doubts and find even greater love for the faith. Assalamu alaikum.