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Struggling with a newfound understanding this Ramadan...

Assalamu alaikum, everyone. Alhamdulillah, this Ramadan has been a special time of getting closer to Allah. I'm trying my best with my prayers, reading more Quran, and making more dua. I truly feel, insha'Allah, that this month will be unforgettable because my heart feels certain that Islam is the truth. The other day, I was looking up some common haram habits we might have, hoping to improve, insha'Allah. I came across some discussions about music. To be honest, it hit me hard. Music has been a huge part of my life for years-I've been playing guitar for six years, I'm in a band, and I sing. Reading that it's considered haram, or at least strongly discouraged, was a real shock. I'm not a perfect Muslim by any means-Allah yahdini, I'm still working on myself-but this discovery really made me sad. I even cried a bit, astaghfirullah. I'm really confused and need some advice. How do I come to terms with this? More importantly, how do I step away from playing guitar? It's been my joy, my comfort, and my hobby for so long. Astaghfirullah, it feels like I'm being asked to leave behind a sin that I've loved deeply, and I don't know where to start. Any kind words or guidance would mean so much right now.

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This really resonates with me. It's a struggle when something we love isn't best for our iman. Maybe try cutting back slowly, or switch to listening to/vocalizing nasheeds for that creative outlet? May Allah make it easy for you sis.

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Your sincerity is beautiful. Trust that Allah knows what's best and will grant you peace with the decision. Insha'Allah.

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Feeling for you sis. Your heart is in the right place, wanting to improve. Remember, Allah sees your struggle and intention. Don't be too hard on yourself-He is the Most Merciful.

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Take it one day at a time. The fact that you care this much says a lot about your iman. May Allah reward you and replace this habit with something better.

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