Struggling to move forward with my faith

As-salamu alaykum everyone. I was raised Catholic and practiced it deeply, but I recently found the truth in Islam and have been praying since then. Because of my current situation, it's tough for me to go to the masjid, and I feel unworthy to do so because I struggle with addiction. My family sees me suffering and they're still committed to my old religion-even my dad, who rarely prayed before, has started. It's painful to see them worshipping someone who doesn't exist. Attending church used to be one of the few things that got me out of the house, and embracing Islam has, in a way, made me more isolated. On bright, sunny days, I hope that maybe Allah has a plan for me, but each day feels the same and leaves me discouraged. I know my struggle is a disease, and I'm getting professional help, but it doesn't change the feeling that Allah has left me behind. I understand I've neglected myself, but I wish He would guide me to the right path. I try my best to pray and make wudu, yet it often feels pointless. I'm not asking for instant happiness or an end to my pain-just a small step forward for my own good. Sometimes it seems like Allah doesn't notice my suffering or want to guide me. I hope that's not offensive to say, but it's how I honestly feel. My family keeps asking why I left my old faith, and I end up saying things like 'maybe later' or 'I just wasn't up for it' to keep the peace.