Struggling to keep the faith, looking for guidance
Salam alaikum everyone. I grew up Muslim, but lately my doubts have become really strong. A while ago I stopped praying because it just didn’t feel real anymore. Recently, I’ve been trying to get back into it-praying and reading a surah every night-but it still feels hollow inside. I’m at a point where I’m not sure I believe in Allah or the deen at all. Some of the stories about the prophets sound made up to me now. The more I look into Islam, the more I feel distant. Do I just pretend for the rest of my life? Wallah, I don’t want to leave Islam, but I feel like I have no choice. It’s my last option. If anyone has any advice, please comment or message me.