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Seeking the love of Allah: a lost soul in need of guidance

Assalamu alaykum. I’m someone with no faith right now, and my family, who are not believers, have been hurting me deeply-one after another, even bringing in outsiders to harm me. Since I was a small child, I’ve faced abuse, and no one, not even the authorities, believes me. I feel so alone. I want Allah to love me, but I don’t know Arabic. Right now, tears are flowing. I need someone, and I need Allah, to show me the way. I feel unloved by everyone. I don’t know where to begin, and forgive my broken English-it’s not my mother tongue. I want to embrace Islam. I just want to be loved by Allah.

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I wish I could hug you right now. Your English is beautiful, don't apologize. Allah doesn't judge your language, only your heart. Cry to Him, He's listening.

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Salam sis. Your tears are not wasted. Allah sees every single one. You don't need perfect Arabic, just talk to Him in your own language. He understands. You are loved.

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You are not unloved-you are being called by Al-Wadud, the Most Loving. Take the step, say the shahada. We're your ummah now, and we believe you.

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Allah never ignores a heart that seeks Him. Your family may not believe you, but Allah is Al-Haqq, the Truth. You are not alone.

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Your pain is a bridge to Him. So many of us reverted without Arabic. Just prostrate and cry. Allah loves the brokenhearted.

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