My Journey to Truly Understand the Quran

Assalamu alaikum, everyone. I’m a Pakistani Muslim, and recently I finished listening to the full tafsir of the Quran by Dr. Israr Ahmed. It was eye-opening, but now I want to go deeper and actually understand what I read when I recite. I can read Arabic, but I don’t get the meaning of most words, even though a few sound familiar. I feel kind of embarrassed because I’m about to step into adulthood, yet I still don’t know what the Quran says or what it asks of me. That void hit harder after the tafsir, and now I’m eager to learn. The thing is, I can’t go to a madrasah or any local classes, so I have to manage from home. I can spare about 30 to 50 minutes daily for listening to Quran recitation. I’m not the best at studying, so I’m looking for recommendations for a scholar on YouTube who can teach Quranic understanding in Urdu or English-someone simple and clear. Any help would mean a lot. JazakAllah khair.