Is This a Test or Punishment?

Assalamu alaikum, I’m not sure who to turn to, so I’m sharing here. Lately, I’ve been feeling like I’m being punished and I’m at a loss. I lost my job, my engagement ended, and every time I get close to someone, I end up being replaced. On top of that, I’m dealing with a lot of personal struggles. I know I still have blessings, and others are going through much harder trials, but it feels like no matter what I do, things just keep getting worse. Even when I pray Tahajjud, my duas feel unanswered, and every door seems closed. I don’t know what to do anymore.