Finding My Way Back to Allah

Please keep me in your duas. I really need to use this blessed month to turn back to Allah properly. I'm scared that if I miss this chance, I might lose the straight path forever. Sometimes it's just easier to stay heedless and sin, you know? Because then I don't have to face my mistakes. I'm really good at avoiding accountability, but I truly want to change. I want that same strong iman I had when I first took my shahada.