Feeling Overwhelmed and Asking for Help
Salam everyone. I'm 16 and I've been struggling with some really heavy thoughts for a long time, including feeling like I want to just vanish and thinking about ending things. I even got close to trying once, but Alhamdulillah, my father came in at just the right moment. For as long as I can remember, I've had these persistent daydreams about getting seriously ill or being in an accident. I'm really asking for support because I feel like I'm losing hope in Allah's Rahma and mercy. Honestly, the main thing holding me back right now is the fear of Jahannam. Please make dua for me.