Feeling Overwhelmed About Catching Up on Missed Salah
Alhamdulillah, I've reconnected with my salah after neglecting it for years, including most of my teenage and adult life. However, I've hit a rough patch recently, where I sometimes skip prayers due to a lack of mental and physical energy, only to do them later out of fear and guilt. It's gotten to the point where I'm purposely delaying salah to pray it all at night. Knowing I have around 12 years of missed prayers to make up feels impossible, and I'm struggling with hopelessness. May Allah forgive me and grant me strength.