Feeling Like My Faith Is Fading Away

Hey everyone, I'm really struggling right now and needed somewhere to just share this because I can't talk to my family or friends about it. Over the last Ramadan, especially in the blessed last 10 days and Laylatul Qadr, I poured my heart out in every dua, but instead of seeing things improve, everything seems to have gone the opposite way. I asked Allah for a stronger bond with my parents, and lately, we've been arguing more than ever. I prayed for a job that aligns with my passions, but my parents keep pushing me toward careers I have no interest in and doubting my potential. I made dua for financial ease, and right on Eid, my credit score suddenly plunged-I can't cover my debts now, and honestly, I'm broke for the foreseeable future. I prayed for the man I hoped could be my naseeb to accept me, and he turned me down. I even asked for a better part-time job because my current one gives me migraines and the environment with colleagues has been toxic, with no action taken when they behaved poorly in front of customers. The only duas left are those I made for others, and it's making me question everything. I know Allah doesn't reject our prayers, but I can't shake this feeling that they all have been. Sabr is something I know I need, but I'm running out of patience-how many more nights of pleading? The thought "I'm not Muslim" keeps haunting me, and I'm honestly scared. I'd really appreciate some comforting words, prayer, and gentle advice-please no harsh criticism.