Ever feel like you're struggling while others seem to have it easy?

Salaam, honestly, life feels so tough right now, I keep wondering why this is my test. For the past seven months, I've been stuck in my head, and I've tried turning to my salah, thinking it would ease my mind, though I admit I sometimes miss prayers. It's disheartening to see others, who might not follow any faith, appearing so happy while I'm in this rough spot. I just miss the days before this constant worry and anxiety took over. Please keep me in your duas, insha'Allah 🤍 Also, has anyone else dealt with shortness of breath? Not sure if it's my asthma or just the anxiety kicking in-never got it checked, but it feels like a possibility.