A Sincere Call for Guidance and Strength
Assalamu Alaikum, dear brothers and sisters. I'm a Muslim from Algeria, and I really need to share this burden I've been carrying. For the past 10 years, I haven't been the faithful servant I should have been-I drifted away from my prayers, got lost in endless scrolling online, and fell into habits I deeply regret (astaghfirullah). I tried many times to turn things around but kept stumbling back. Recent events have shaken me awake, and honestly, sometimes my own mind whispers that it's too late for repentance. But despite that, I've started praying again and I'm determined to make up for those missed years of salah. The guilt is overwhelming; I feel disgusted with myself and it's been eating me up inside, causing so much stress and sleepless nights. I've kept this struggle hidden for too long. Could you share any advice to help strengthen my iman and truly rectify my past mistakes? Jazakum Allahu Khairan for any guidance and for listening. May Allah forgive us all and grant us entry into Jannah.