Feeling Disheartened After My Umrah Journey
Assalamualaikum everyone. I just returned from performing Umrah with my family, and honestly, I feel like I didn't do it right. The whole trip felt rushed and distracted-my family kept getting stressed over small things, and it affected my focus too. I managed to do the obligatory prayers but missed taraweeh completely. I only gave a small donation and barely got to read Quran because we were always going somewhere. What worries me most is my salah-I have ADHD and waswas, so I pray slowly, but everyone there was so fast. I tried to keep up but I'm not sure I said everything properly. On the last day, I wanted to do more tawaaf, but my parents didn't want me going alone, and by the time my mom was ready, it was almost Jumu'ah time. Now I'm back home and just feel empty. I've been crying because it feels like I wasted this blessed chance. Does anyone know if there's anything I can do now to make up for it or improve what I missed?