Woke up for Tahajjud and couldn't stop crying during Jumuah salah
As-salamu alaykum. I've been dealing with a broken heart lately. I've been reading about it, making constant dua, and trying to move on, but even after 4–5 months my feelings won't let go. My heart keeps pulling me back to pray and make dua for him. Today (21 November 2025) I got up for tahajjud for the third time this week. Today felt different. After tahajjud, Fajr, and some dhikr, I took a short nap and woke up with a heavy urge to cry. I held it in until Jumuah. Once I performed Jumuah and began my duas, the tears just came - I couldn't stop them. I didn't even get to say “Ya Allah…” properly; my body seemed to have been waiting to release on the prayer mat. Last night when I prayed tahajjud and made the same dua, I had a dream that it was accepted and I was living the life I asked for with the person I pray for. Now I'm sitting on my prayer mat wondering why I can't stop crying. My duas keep coming. I have faith, hope, tawakkul, and yaqeen - I truly trust Allah will reunite us if it's best. But my heart feels so heavy and I'm crying so much. Does this mean my duas are accepted? I've heard people say that before but never felt it until today. Please make dua that Allah grants him hidayah, reunites us if it's good for us, and accepts my supplications. Insha'Allah, Ameen. Can someone help me understand what's happening?