My First Ramadan Experience
Assalamu alaikum, everyone. The first couple of days of Ramadan didn't go as planned because I wasn't feeling well, but I made a commitment to myself to fast for at least a full week this year. Alhamdulillah, my husband decided to join me in fasting even though I only mentioned suhoor and my plan to work around our little ones' meal times. His support has truly been a blessing. For several years now, I've been thinking about embracing Islam. There never seemed to be a 'perfect' moment, and since I grew up Catholic in a culture that really values maternal traditions, I've struggled with some guilt about stepping away from that. It's something I'm still working through. I wouldn't say I'm nervous, but I do wish there were a bigger Muslim community here in Oklahoma. Sometimes it feels like I'm finding my way in the dark. For now, I'm using the headscarves I wore to Mass as a child because I haven't found a local place to buy hijabs yet. I'm just taking things one day at a time and trying to approach this month with an open heart. Any kind words or advice would mean so much. JazakAllah khair.