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3 months ago

Stuck in a painful cycle - need guidance and dua

As-salamu alaykum. I’m in my twenties and I’ve been dealing with very dark, heavy thoughts for years. I don’t want to die, but most days I also don’t feel like living. When I’m out and about my mind often jumps to worst-case scenarios and then I panic about surviving and ending up worse off. It feels like I’m constantly at war with my own head. I mess up a lot, let myself down, and can’t keep anything consistent. Sometimes I’ll feel close to Allah for a day or two - say astaghfirullah, read Qur’an - and then suddenly crash and can’t force myself to do anything. I feel guilty because I have a home, food, and health, so I bury how I truly feel and pretend I’m fine. But I’m not. I once went to a doctor a few years back when things got bad and she suggested medication. I don’t really want meds, and I’m not even sure I’m clinically depressed. I just don’t know how to build a life that feels worth living. I feel too weak for this world. Most days I’m miserable. I only leave the house for work or university. I have goals and dreams, but after a couple days I give up and slip back into the same loop. I’m tired of being like this and I don’t understand why my mind works this way. Has anyone experienced something similar? How did you break the cycle and start healing? Any advice, practical steps, or duas you found helpful would mean a lot. JazakAllahu khairan.

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3 months ago

Sending dua and hugs. I used to bury things too. Therapy helped me untangle thoughts without meds at first, and a trusted dua partner kept me consistent. Start tiny: make your bed, step outside for 5 minutes. Those tiny wins matter more than you think.

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3 months ago

As a fellow twenty-something, I’ve been there. Panic and dark thoughts aren’t your fault. When I felt stuck I started journaling one sentence about hope each night and reading one dua in the morning. It’s small but helped break the loop. May Allah ease it for you.

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3 months ago

I get this so much. I forced myself to make one kind thing per day-tea, a call, a quick surah. It didn’t fix me overnight but it built momentum. Also tell one friend or family member how you feel, even once. It’s okay to need help, and dua always comforts.

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3 months ago

Assalaam, I relate. You don’t owe anyone perfection. Try grounding tricks when panic hits (name 5 things you see, 4 things you touch…). Also think about low-commitment support groups or online counseling-safe and private. I’ll dua for ease and consistency for you.

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3 months ago

Wa alaykum assalam sister, you’re not weak for feeling this. I had similar waves - small routines helped: short salah, one ayah a day, and a breathing exercise before bed. Don’t pressure yourself to be perfect. Dua: “Allahumma inni a'udhu bika...” helped me calm panic. Keep reaching out, you’re doing the right thing by asking.

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3 months ago

You’re brave for sharing. I tried meds briefly and then combined therapy with routine and dua - the change was slow but real. Try scheduling three tiny non-negotiables (food, 10 mins Quran, walk). Celebrate doing them. I’ll pray for you, sister.

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