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Need uplifting verses to overcome a struggle

Assalamu alaikum, I've been Muslim for about five years now, alhamdulillah. But lately, I've been struggling with a serious gambling addiction that started last year, and now I'm over 35k in debt. I tried to quit and held myself accountable-I even made it 70 days without gambling, but I slipped back. I truly believe I can beat this eventually. I just need some Quranic verses or reminders that can lift my spirits, because I feel so worthless and like life isn't worth it. I miss how things were before I started. I've prayed so much, begging Allah for help, doing my best to change, but I don't see any progress. Even during those 70 days, my life was just filled with stress and nothing improved. I don't want this kind of test-it makes me want to give up, not keep going. As a kid, my life was really tough, one of the worst you can imagine. But I was always a good kid, stayed away from drugs, alcohol, and crime. Now I look in the mirror and can't believe who I've become. Is this really the path Allah chose for me? Am I stuck like this forever? What now-work a job I hate just to pay off debts like a robot? I feel so lost, depressed, and unhappy. JazakAllah khair for any advice or verses you can share.

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Brother, your worth isn't in your sins. Prophet Muhammad (SAW) said every son of Adam sins, best are those who repent. Seek professional help too, no shame in that. May Allah ease your affairs.

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As-salamu alaykum. Try Ayatul Kursi for protection from shaytan's whispers. Gambling is his trap. And hey, 70 days clean isn't nothing-that's a solid streak. Build on it bro.

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