My Journey to Embracing Islam

As-salamu alaykum, I was born into a Muslim family, but we didn't practice our faith regularly. About two years ago, I started to take my faith more seriously, but now I'm going through a tough time. I want to have faith, but I'm struggling. Certain hadiths and the way some men treat women are making it hard for me to connect with Allah. I know I want to worship and have a strong relationship with Him, but I'm facing obstacles. I wish Allah would guide me and answer my questions. I'm seeking help and advice on how to strengthen my iman and truly accept Islam. Alhamdu lillah, I'm open to learning and growing in my faith.