Losing My Faith and Feeling Hopeless

Salaam everyone. About 4 years ago, I was in a much better place with my deen, but since then, I've fallen into a lot of sins. My life has just been getting harder and harder these past 3 years. Every time I think it can't get worse, it does. I was forced to move to my home country, which isn't a Muslim country, and I didn't grow up here. I gained back all the weight I lost, and now I'm basically stuck at home all day, not going out. I had a chance to go back to where I grew up, but right when I booked the tickets, the conflict between Iran and the Gulf started, and my father stopped everything. Sometimes I feel like Allah doesn't want me to be happy. I often think about ending my life. For two years, I've been making the same du'a, but it hasn't been answered, and I can't just accept that. My iman is fading, and I feel so lost. What am I supposed to do? Please don't give me the usual advice about how suffering is a blessing. It feels like I'm only going through hardship with no relief in sight.