Do Muslims Not Feel?

Assalamu alaikum. Living as a young Muslim brother in Central Europe, I often feel like I'm fighting just to experience basic things that make us human-love, respect, warmth, connection, and simple decency from others. Studies show we all need these emotional needs met to stay mentally well: feeling loved, valued, understood, and connected. They're not extras; they're necessities. Without them, you don't just adapt-something inside slowly begins to wither. That's where I'm stuck. How do you keep from shutting down, bottling up your feelings, and going quiet when there's no one to truly confide in? In my early to mid-twenties, these things are mostly missing from my life. Instead, it's letdowns, isolation, distance, and a sense that no one really cares. And carrying that alone eats away at you. You can't speak up because it doesn't help, so you pull back more, grow quieter, and slowly numb yourself inside. It hits even harder when the coldness and harshness come not just from outsiders, but sometimes from our own Ummah. That makes the loneliness cut deeper, because the place where you'd hope for understanding and shelter can also make you feel unwelcome and alone. As a Muslim, I still try to hold onto sabr, good manners, kindness, and respect. But how do you keep that up when people around you treat you poorly, like you're less than human? I know others have it tougher. Yet, from a human standpoint, this still chips away at you. Beside suffering in silence, pulling away, and going numb, it feels like there's not much else to do. Please don't suggest 'go to the mosque' or 'find a community.' Those places don't always fix things, and sometimes you feel invisible there too.