Neman Taimako Akan Samun Wannan 'Kaunar Allah' Na Asali A Ayyukana

Assalamu alaikum, mutane. Na kusan shekara daya da rabi ina Musulunci. Iyalina ba su tsai da addini ba, domin ku san tarihina. Na kasance ina fama da wani abu kuma ina so in ga ko wani ya ji haka. Duk lokacin da na karanta game da sauran muminai da suka ce babban dalilin da yasa suke yin komai shine "don kaunar Allah," ina ganin abin yana da ban mamaki, amma a gaskiya ba ni da irin wannan ji. Misali, ina yin salla domin Alkur'ani ya ce mu yi salla sau biyar a rana. Ina sanya tufafi masu mutunci (har yanzu ban sanya hijabi ba, insha'Allah) domin an tsara hakan kuma saboda girmamawa ga mijina. Ina ƙoƙarin yin ayyuka masu kyau domin Allah ya umurce mu kuma a gaskiya ina son taimakon mutane, amma wannan farkon tunanin "Ina yin wannan kawai don kaunar Allah" ba ya tasowa a gareni. Don Allah kada ku kuskure ni – na gaskanta da Allah, da Annabi Muhammad (amincin Allah ya tabbata a gare shi), da kuma rubutun Allah. Ina azumi a Ramadan ma, amma dalilina koyaushe shine, "An rubuta shi a cikin Alkur'ani." Shin wani ya fuskanci wannan? Shin na rasa wani abu, ko kuma wannan ji yana zuwa tare da ƙarin lokaci? Shin akwai wani abu da zan iya yi don taimaka musanya tunanina? Tun da farko ina jin ɗan damuwa na faɗi wannan, don Allah ku yi kirki. Jazakum Allahu khairan kan kowane shawara.