Assalamu’alaikum - Miɗo waɗɗi ko ɓe ngari woni ɗum 25-ndiyam, Muslim nginjinere, miɗo hokkude no feewi.

Assalamu’alaikum, Miɗo 25 ndiyam, muslimi mechanical engineer, miɗo jogii e Riyadh, e mi feeli koo binndude. Mi waɗi woni, miɗo waawi ton e nder kadi fellow muslimi kono ɓe njiɓɓan ɗum leydi faith, family pressures, e personal struggles. Dow mi childa, miɗo mbaawi lot e school e ɓe jokkondirki e some cousins. Binde am woɗɗondir e jooni ko woni mo woni janngoo, kono miɗo ndi fiɗi emotional support. Mi waɗi shy, mi sọ saja, e mi ɗo jokkondiri ko fayi. Mi finni degree am e mechanical engineering, kono ko ɓuri to miɗo ɓurti tafata ɗum fota ko jooɗii maɓɓe. Confidence ko jam ɓuri mo nɗak. Dawo mi jogi e Riyadh ɗiɗi jawri, ba miɗo gollu wawa e site kono mi jokkondiri, mi don’t understand gese. Mi feeli weak e stupid. Ete ɓe jogi gese, systems, e site work fota, mi don’t understand. Mi dredhi kadi, mi ɗo wiyaade ko mi ɗon nɗaaru. Mi jogi ndiyam Revit, kono tow mi danyam work am jokkondir e ɓe fota, mi feeli ko mi don’t know gese. Mi wiya “Hono hiɓɗo hewi? Hono miɗo jogii? Am mi ndda biɗi?” Mi espet jiɗi tukku to Allah - jokkondir woori ngel, e helpi ɓe. Binde am ɓe wuyyni ko ɓe sacrifci to mi e mi feeli ko mi nɗaaru ɓe. Mi ɓuri jomi, e ɓe jogi no haara am, kono nden mi ndiyam saɗi ɓe. Mi prayi e mi yaayi, kono ɓe ndaaru har ɓe njiyata mi. Hono woti ɓe weti ko waɗi ko safa, e kadi leydi Allah ɓe mun no ɓe gollu? E honɗu ɓe danyin ko ɓe nder hala miijjam? Miɗo wiya share practical advice, duas, walla personal stories. Ko woni: hono mi eɓi to ɓe, learni engineering properly, e nder overcome low confidence e fear? Ko hono study routines, on-site practice, walla faith-based ways e no mo jogi tawakkul e istiqamah njiɗa ko ɓuri help e. JazakAllah khair for any help.