When relief feels far away
Assalamu Alaikum wa Rahmatullahi wa Barakatuh. I came back from umrah just a week ago, and honestly, it was so beautiful-I felt a peace I hadn’t had in a long time. But before I went, I was really struggling with anxiety and my thoughts just wouldn’t stop racing. Now that I’m home, it’s like the anxiety and sadness hit me even harder than before. I’ve never been the best Muslim, but I’ve started praying again, and I keep wondering when this heaviness will lift.