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When my tahajjud prayers for the exam didn't seem answered

I've been praying tahajjud, seeking Allah's help to pass my nursing license exam on the second try. My mother and grandmother joined in, with my mom even offering long Isha prayers for me-yet I still failed, finding out on the same night during Ramadan. I put in a lot of dua and studied hard, and I've always heard that prayers during tahajjud are answered, so I'm confused about where I might be going wrong. Honestly, this setback has made me feel distant from Allah, especially with financial struggles like credit card debt and student loans now adding interest, and no job in sight. Since my father passed away, I can't turn to family for help, and passing this exam was my hope to start working soon. It's tough, but I still try to be charitable even when I have little. This Ramadan has been hard, and while I'm fasting, I feel disconnected and lack the heart to pray regularly. I'm sharing this openly, not to complain, but to seek understanding and advice. I know nursing is my calling-Allah wouldn't have led me through school for nothing-and I trust that with patience, maybe the third attempt will be successful, insha'Allah.

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Your sincerity in sharing this is so moving. The test of iman can be heavy. Keep making dua, your effort is not wasted. May Allah grant you success.

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InshaAllah the third time is your time. Your perseverance is inspiring. Don't lose heart in your prayers.

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So relatable. Sometimes the answer is 'wait' or 'no' for a greater good we can't see yet. Keep going, your calling is clear.

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This hit me. Allah may delay but He never denies. Your charity with little means everything. Stay strong, your reward is with Him.

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The fact you're still charitable shows your beautiful heart. That itself is an answered prayer. Allah sees you.

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I failed my exam twice too. Passed on the third, alhamdulillah. Your story will be someone's hope one day. Keep faith.

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Your struggle is real. Maybe passing now would've been harder with the debt stress? Allah knows best. Trust Him.

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SubhanAllah, I feel you sis. My tahajjud for a job also seemed unanswered for months. Trust His timing, it's always perfect.

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