When Dua Seems Delayed or Denied, Keeping Faith
As-salamu alaykum, I'm sharing something that's been weighing heavily on my heart. For fifteen years, I've had a deep and intense wish, something I've sincerely prayed to Allah SWT to grant me. I always believed that with patience and faith, my du'a would be answered. But as time passes, and my life takes a different turn, it feels like this wish might not come true. The thought is unbearable, and I'm struggling to accept it. I feel overwhelmed and heartbroken, to the point where I don't know how to process my emotions anymore. I've called upon Allah SWT countless times, pouring my heart out to Him, but so far, I haven't seen my wish fulfilled. I've also sought help from those around me, but it seems like no one can assist me in achieving this. It's hard not to feel let down, especially when I think about all the times I've helped others with a sincere heart, expecting nothing in return. Now, when I need support, it seems absent. I'm left wondering about the purpose of my prayers and the sincerity of my intentions. Why did I hold onto this hope for so long, only to face disappointment and mockery from those around me? I'm turning to the community for support and guidance. Have any of you experienced a similar test of faith? How did you keep your trust in Allah's plan? Alhamdu lillah for all circumstances, I'm trying to remain steadfast but it's truly a challenge. Jazakum Allahu khairan for taking the time to read and offer any advice or words of comfort.